About midnight, or perhaps just a tad later, I can go outside and give Kai an apple. Thats because at night he is afraid. afraid of a lion, of a zebra, or just afraid. I love him at night, and he seems to apreciate my company.

When daytime comes I get up late and go out to see him, but it's not the same. In fact I can't fucking stand him. He just walks away from me. We have a mutual agreement only to see each other at night, when he is vulnerable, and I can guide his thoughts in the darkness.