Spring Cleaning For My Brain

 People

Björk Guðmundsdóttir

Robert Wilson

Arthur Rimbaud

Audrey Hepburn

Antonin Artaud

 Albums

Alice - tom Waits

The Velvet Underground and Nico

Einstein on the beach - Philip Glass

Pink Moon - Nick Drake
Murray street - Sonic Youth

The White Album - The Beatles

Do you wish you were a girl?

I guess I wish i possessed some of the beauty within the effeminate, but ultimately I think being a man is the better option. I would love to be just that though, all man: men are also apes, and to be without the constant sexual monologue, as well as the overwhelming desire to be the alpha would solve most of my problems. Of which there are very few, of course, I'm a man. Women, from my observation point, have the gift of mental clarity, but also suffer from rank rational impurity. Men's same duplex/paradox? seems more physical.

Do I want to be a girl? Hell no. but I don't want to be a man's man either. I guess the practical answer is that I'm trying to turn myself back into a boy.. in a roundabout fashion.. where purity is uncorrupted.

Is it past your bedtime my little chauvinist?

Vocation

Theatre Direction

Dope Fiend

Lover 

Critic

Bullshitter

Love

Wank

Dance

Hug Pillows

Think

Get Dizzy

Be Alone