I woke at 10 o'clock not in my bed, but on the couch in my study beacuse MY AUNT AND UNCLE WERE SLEEPING IN MY BED. They were already up so the first thing I did was change the sheets.
Theeeeen I drifted into the living room, where about 20 members of my extended family were talking about boring shit; so I left and went for a walk around the block, which took me about.. an hour? a bit longer. Theeen when i got back I found out that they were STILL IN MY FUCKING HOUSE and tht they were staying for lunch. Then they bellittled me for liking Patti Smith and Pulp Fiction. Then they left.
And my house was mine for the rest of the day and life was good again.
My cousins were alright, its just the faggot wife beaters that really piss me off.
Thats my day.
And I'm pretty quiet lately, because i'm in love with the world <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3
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It's amazing to get an insight into your life.
I must admit, recently I was rejected by the girl I've loved for 3 years, and felt so much pain. But! My pain was good pain, because I knew to feel amazing enlightenment and love for the world, you must feel the worst of the worst pain.
So yeah, very glad you're happy dude!
Does that make enlightenment a masochistic substitute for when happiness cannot be found?
Maybe Im young and naive, but I would run run run after happiness forever before calling myself enlightened and accepting my pain.
Also, thanks ;)
No, I see enlightenment as a almost (I know it sounds tarded) divine happiness. A clear and open minded love for the world around you.
Also, I think enlightenment is different for every person. I also believe that to experience good emotions, you must experience bad emotions too.
The more extreme the bad emotions, the more emphasised and enriched good emotions. To accept the bad, not only does it increase the speed of mental healing, but it makes the good feelings better. And this, for me anyway, is a sort of enlightenment. Not speaking broadly of course.
Y'know?
Peace and love dude. Cant wait for the next update :D
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